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15 minutes late, knocking at the door, the door opened, but P said: Teacher, wait for me. Quickly ran back to the car a few hundred meters away, took a shawl and quickly ran back, entered the door and sat down.
Covered her legs with the shawl, panting and wiping away the sweat, she said,:
Teacher, why can't you turn on the heater? The room is cloudy, damp and cold. I have told you many times that you just won't . You see you are wearing long sleeves, I am wearing short sleeves, you know our body sense is different, you feel not cold does not mean I do not feel cold, I have rheumatism ah!
（p had been examined in the General Hospital of Western Medicine not long ago and was clearly diagnosed not with rheumatism. The doctor said P was too anxious that he even suggested her seeing a psychologist; Her TCM doctor prescribes medicine and advises her to read martial arts novels to relax.)
T:You may think that turn on the heat means I care about you, and if don't turn on means I don't care about you.
P:Not means you don't care, but you won't turn on the heat, and I don't get it. You know what? I'm not talking to you about this. It's not working anyway. I need to talk about my son.
T :You don't want to talk about it because you don't think it makes sense if I turn up the heat and give you what you want.
P Yes, what's the point of talking to you if you won't let me. Let me tell you my son, he is now exasperating people, no work, poor grades, I guess even the lowest provincial key score line is not enough. When I mentioned him, he was still anxious with me, saying that it was not so bad to be admitted anywhere, but he did not like too much pressure.
Do you think I should watch him study every day?
Without waiting for the therapist to make a sound,P continued:
but I am too tired to care about him, every day I feel uncomfortable heart, rheumatism also let me very worried, always feel the wind in my knees, especially afraid of getting serious... ( began to talk at length about her physical feelings, mainly chills and how she had sought medical attention.)
T waited for her to finish speaking and was silent for a while:
You seem to be conflicted. On the one hand you feel should manage son, while on the other hand managing his study will make you feel very tired and your body will not allow it.
P: yeah. (Another long paragraph about how badly she was physically and mentally exhausted)
T:Are you trying to tell me that you can't take care of and manage your child and shoulder the responsibilities of a mother because you are sick?
P Yes, but I think should just let him study, not just do nothing and not let him fool around with the studies, but I really want to lie down, like I think should talk to you about my son, but I really want to talk about something else.
T: Well, I remember at the end of the last session, you said wanted to talk about Teacher Li, but you thought the idea was ridiculous and impossible, so you didn't. Now, do you want to talk about Teacher Li? /
P Yes, I can't stop thinking about him... (Her eyes seem to be far away, blurred and dim. She began to talk about their preparation for the training competition, the process of getting along with each other for a few days, and the impression and feelings about Teacher Li. In the middle of the talk, tears began to fall.）
P I think he is a bright and innocent big boy, but in fact he is very creative. You know I have the princess disease, but he can firmly defend his principles and not be influenced by me. Whenever I break a training rule, he frowns and says no, I actually like it...
T You've told me more than once about those few days, and I think it was probably for you one of those rare moments of intimacy with a man that made you feel valued and cared for. This may not have happened in your past. He sticks to his principles and doesn't compromise with you, making you feel that he is powerful, trusty and reliable.
P said faintly: Maybe.
T:Our time is up for today. we'll continue next week. /
P Ok, bye.
T see you.
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